My heart

Not that one........the one on my hip.

I have never done body modifications, except for the one hole in each ear. BUT........last fall, I was introduced to cell popping. Some of my very best friends are a local Dom and his sub/wife. He learned to do cell-popping, or micro-branding. He is very happy to allow others to be the test dolly, in order to try it out. So, I had him create a small heart on my hip.

Supposedly, it heals and fades shortly for most people. Unfortunately, or not, I have very fair skin, all over. That apparently means that those types of marks do NOT fade in a short time, if ever, for me. I had become the owner of my first permanent (semi ?) body modification.

I will be the first to say that it wasn't what could be considered a sexy scene, or even a scene at all. It was the first time I had done anything since the break-up with the former Dom, which was several years ago. I wasn't sure this was something I wanted to pursue. After all, what if a future dom didn't like a heart on my hip.

Well, after spending the last several months watching scenes and demos from the sidelines, I decided that I wasn't going to wait on the mythical dom that could be waiting in my future. What if he isn't out there? What if I've used up all my chances? Am I willing to spend the rest of my life watching and waiting? Not no, but HELL NO!!

So, I had the friend Dom go over the previous heart. Today, I have the nice warm feeling of a brand new micro-brand. It's still a heart, just on top of the old one. I'm hoping if I keep repeating it that it will eventually produce enough scar tissue to be raised higher than the surrounding skin. I think it is attractive!

And right after the fresh micro-brand, I DID get to experience something new......pony play!

I'll save that experience for the next post.

Melonie