Recently, I got to attend the first dungeon party since returning to the bdsm lifestyle. I didn't realize how much I had missed it. Although I didn't actively participate while there, it was so nice just being there and sensing the energy in the place. The warmth and friendliness was almost overwhelming. I'm so glad that I went!
I'm not sure when I'll be ready to actually participate in a scene, whether public or private. Perhaps, when I find someone that I feel comfortable enough with, it will happen. It's almost scary, because it's been so long.
It amazes me that I have been in this lifestyle for so long, yet have so little variety of experience. Example: I've never been on a St. Andrews cross even though I've been around them for years. I can remember doing any sort of rope bondage only twice. I'm not even sure what all I would be interested in simply because of lack of opportunity.
Shame on you, former Doms!!!
Melonie
2 comments:
Melonie it is good to see you back again. Thank you for your linking to our Blog as a follower. It sounds like you've had a pretty intense few years strugling through issues and are now ready to fly. I hope you find someone who is able to help you explore your BDSM orientation. You sound like someone who woule be a real find and I have little doubt you will find someone worthy of you.
All the best and welcom back....in several ways.
Tom
Go confidently in the direction of your dreams. Live the life you've imagined.
Thank you very much, Sir! I used to read your swan's blog and it was one of the first to which I returned. I greatly appreciate the welcome back.
Melonie
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