Lazy weekend

What a gloriously weekend!  I've spent the entire weekend in pj's.  I've read, eaten, had long, hot baths, and slept, a lot.  Yes, I know, no housework, no laundry.  That's not so good.  However, I haven't had a weekend like this in several months.

Of course, that also means that this was the first weekend since Christmas that I haven't played.  I miss that.  I know I've been spoiled.  T decided to attend the demo/play party in another town this weekend and I wasn't included.  I'm not quite sure what to think about that.

In some ways, he is probably wise to do that.  After all, if we spend every weekend together, we present ourselves as a "couple" to everyone else.  Being exclusive would begin, whether we intended it or not. 

On the other hand, I would have liked to attend the same demo/play party.  I didn't go, in order to give him some space.  I've decided that won't happen again.  If I want to go to something, I will go, even if he and I don't go together.  I absolutely refuse to get sucked into the same situation as in the past. 

I also think I have been too available to him.  I haven't played with anyone else since he and I began playing.  We've played so often that marks never have time to heal from one session to the next.  I guess I feel a little odd playing with someone with marks left from playing with someone else. 

Of course, as always, I'm probably wayyyy over thinking this.

Melonie